*|Just feeling PISSED|*

Been saying a lot of "Fuck" recently.Actually I don't wanna use this word on my web,because it's abit off the style but not cannot help it lah...online diary mah.1st,that Beckham missed!Just the same way as he did 2 yrs ago at the World Cup,will always remember that.Take Note.y Then yesterday morning, practicing my piano as usual before going to my piano lesson. Played my scales, appeggios, LIKE SHIT!!! Scolding "Fuck" everytime I played wrongly. Then came up with these sentences:'Fuck the scales,not difficult,just that it is difficult to remember which is which,hear wrongly lah,1 of my weak points that can cost me my marks,also WHY JUST BOTH MY HANDS PLAY IT TOGETHER!!!The problem is play hands together,then always not together..damn..2nd:Fuck the Appegios,so damned difficult to play it properly.Always press the wrong notes,same for scales lah.Fuck the 3 songs,can play,but so damn difficult to bring out the styles of the songs!Songs from 3 different periods,so damn long somemore.Need to slam the keys also!..play till my hands hurt,cannot practice too much,den need stamina,coz the songs are long!Damn sight-reading,must count and do the Dynamics coz we big enough to know them.Sucks at counting.Fuck the aural,singing from memory,like SHIT,play the 2nd part i 4get the 1st part,den must sing the lower part somemore,my hearing got problem,plus short-term memory,can sing also no use.Sight-singing is alright onli must sing on time with the piano,juz hopw that it's in major and not minor key,and no extra sharp or flats or natural signs which makes it diff to sound the note.3rd section,listening also,diff the hear the difference in candences,name the chords,hearing again,den 4th section,must say ourselves, rhythms, melody, tempo, tonality, articulation, dynamics, periods and why, likely composers.English describing ability weak.PLus the last of all nerveous breakdown,practice so hard result come out unexpected.The darn exam in 2 weeks from now,less than 1 yr preparation,norm grd 8 takes 2 yrs,den 30mins of exam that can cost me a certificate/path of my future."FUCK"

*|GO ENGLAND!!!|*

wahahaha.....I'm still awake....awaiting the 'BIGGEST MATCH'Portugal vs England!...Battle of the teens...haha so called la....now killing time..by writing this and chatting..lol...catching up la...haha..den a few days never post le....haven been online a lot...haiz..messed up la..think i'll stop here...nothing esle to say...SAD

*|aDvantages & Disadvantages|*

My dad is returning to Singapore from China tommorow.Advantages: I can be forced to complete my homework and study.Disadvantages:Less freedom,can't use computer much,cannot slack too much also..cannot anyhow go out also...grrr.My ah ma they all may be coming also....my house will be quite noisy la..haha..

Esplanande at night - taken by my bro 

*|Not a bad day after all....|*

I slept at 2am last night....as usual,watching Euro 2004,couldn't watch the next match because today got to go my cousin's house.Then kenna woke up by my toot alarm clock,tehn 2 darn phone calls and the neighbour dunno where.....drilling the wall I guess....damn....trying hard to get a sleep,then bo bian..in the end my mom woke me up....grrr!!!..Oh well,took a long bus ride to Hougang.That toot bus uncle....crazy sial....Just happen that I took bus 74 at Ngee Ann Polytechnic Bus Stop,after I scan my card, the uncle tell me:'eh gerl...this time i let u arh...next time u cannot use this secondary school card liao'...I stunned seh....I told him I'm not a Poly student..I still a Sec 4 student!..my mom was frowning manz..Then the uncle still say when you in poly you cannot use...i didn't bother to reply after that..my mind was shouting:'I HAVE NOT EVEN PAST MY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!!DARN!!!'damn....I took the bus a NP bus stop doesn't make me a poly student and I'M STILL 15!Had lunch at Hougang Mall,then went to my cousin's house.Spoke to my cousin's sons,looked through some of thier school work...darn...so different and chim from what i've studied in Pri sch..tsk tsk tsk!After that we played Monopoly:S'pore Addition..haha...so fast seh..1st time play for so long..den we managed to buy all the properties,build houses,earn money..haha....end up I'm the richest...wahahaha....but tt's just a game...sadly,after that went to Hougang Mall for dinner with them,then left at 7:30pm.Long day huh..reached home at 9pm...long ride.That 171 bus got 2 small crocoaches!Darn....lucky I didn't fall asleep..haha..HENG!..Found out that my grandma and my aunt visiting from M'sia next Wed,Thurs & Fri,with my baby cousin too...whoo...living in my home for 2 days.Lucky no school...haha..I just I can be their 'Tour guide',if possible lah..haha..Whoar!long post again...don't too luo shuo liao..I'll end here today!Cheers!!!=D

*|Mixed|*

Whoar...today I woke up at 1pm..lol..i slept at 5am mah...watch Euro 2004 lo..hehe...didn't know I got such stamina...wahhaha =X..When the match finish,my mom just wake up..haha.kinda weird..ermz...I was disappointed when Netherlands drew the match..sighz...Anywayz...today's chinese newspaper say : From next year July,Sec 4 O'levels student with talent in Arts will be able to go there straight after their Os..3yrs Dip course and 1 yr BA(Hons) at University Of Wales for Performing Arts,and various University for other Arts.Hehe...I ate Rice Dumpling and 2 other dishes for dinner....1st time..lol..not bad leh...hehe..I think that's all la..don't know what esle to say..Oh ya...finally completed 1 of the worksheets for my E.maths homework...still got a lot to do...but I can't sit tight and do!!!..grrr...

esplanade 

A boring monday..

Well..I forced myself to wake up early to watch the NBA Finals...but I was disappointed because L.A Lakers LOST!!!After I ate my lunch,I don't feel like studying so I read the whole day instead.I finished 1 book today.Not bad huh..hehe..I hope tomorrow I won't do that.It's really boring,I can't study,I stayed at home the whole day,nothing to do...sad..and I've got nothing to write here too...I guess that's it for monday..haha..

Eucharistic Congress

Whoar...can't believe I still wake up so early and wen for the 9am mass when I watched Euro 2004 until 0130 in the morning.After mass no choir practice,so went to Jurong Point Library to kill time.At 1:30pm,I made my way towards Orchard,but went I reached Outram Park MRT station,my bro ask me to get out and meet him outside.The door was gonna close soon man...den I bloated out of the train..lol..when I got out I didn't see him,Why? because I used the wrong exit!..I wasn't familiar with that train station...so...haha..den we went to the Eucharistic Congress at the Singapore Indoor Stadium.Well,there were talks given by priests,urging young people to join the ministry,also asking us to help the people in Liberia,and also 2 inspirational talks by 2 young people from various churches.There was quite a lot of singing..=)It started at 4pm,the mass at 6pm.The mass was 2+hrs,the longest mass I've been to.The homily was lik 30mins?Also the longest homily I've listened.Unfortunately,I wasn't really listening,because I was dozing off..didn't have much sleep.When the singing began,I was wide awake again..hehe..=P Before the mass end,there was the Benediction of the Blessed Sacrament,my 2nd time witnessing it.The 1st was at Novena Church during Youth Explosion.The combine choir was great!My church choirmaster actually asked me to join them a few times,but I didn't because there were too many things to cope..yeah...quite wasted though..sigh..but I went to see how the things go,perhaps next time when there is such event.Also,it's the 1st time I attend a mass with a small ochestra playing the songs,and the conductor actually dropped his baton twice..lol!!..The event was a success,but there was no food provided,and we didn't know it lasted for 4hrs30mins and we're starved.When we reached him it was 10+.That's when we had our dinner..Then I showered at 2330,broke my record also..after that I watched Euro 2004..haha..What an eventful sunday.=D

*|YaAy!!! I cooked dinner tonight...hehe|*

haiyo...I cooked dinner tonight...hahaha..ermz..macaroni pasta??..hehe...my mom talking on the phone mah...den my korkor come back liao...den scared he hungry...den I cook loh....see I so good...=X..haha...At 1st abit scared lah but steady le den ok liao...lol...ermz...not bad lah...successful enough..hehe....very yummy leh...dun drool horx..=p..Arhz...today went for piano lesson,den got my exam date....it's on the second week of july again.....14th July!!!...grrr...5 weeks from now..i'll be taking my final exam for basic piano...well..wish me luck manz...I really hope I score well...that means more practice!haiz..I hope the examiner's british accent is not that thick..haha...If not I'll be 'huh'?!..cannot fail manz...must get a merit you know!!!GO REB!!!Cheers!!!
Quote of the day: 'If you are never satisfied,you will never be happy in life.'

Cristiano Ronaldo:My scoccer Idol..hehe 

Festival Of Choirs:3rd Night

Well well,the concert was just as great as the other 2 nights.Finally I get to hear Victoria Chorale sings..haha.They're taking part in the Choir Olympics this year..and so is Hwa Chong Choir..haha..Though the Victoria Chorale has only 30 people,but they sound like a 100 people..well...I'm not exaggerating.They're just good..they sing every song in a cappella in tune. The Novo Concertante Manila sings a few pop songs in a cappella..some sing the background music...so it sounds like it has an accompaniment.Their articulation were very very good....the words are very clear!....I wonder why they won't tangle up the words..How did they do that!..It's just amazing.The choir is only 6 years old..Amazing!The festival Chamber choir,also specially form for Jubilate,they're good,got soloists,they also sang a cappella.I wonder why good choirs sing a capella?hmmm...Overall,this Festival Of Choirs is a success.Well,a bit disappointed that I didn't get to sing in it,but well it's a good experiece listening to these people singing.I hope that they'll have this next year again and probably I can get a chance to sing in it..hehe..=p

Festival Of Choirs:2nd night concert

The Festival Boys Choir was form specially for this occasion...haha....got boy Soprano leh...damn high...sound just like a soprano..lol...not bad....I guest the boys choir is better than the girls choir...The Malaysian Choir...wasn't very good though...I guess because they do not have a conductor...well...they're amateurs =)The Hwa Chong choir was great!...Their conductor looks like mrs Lock..lol...The festival youth choir sounds good too...They're conducted by Mike Brewer.The way he conducts is very special....it makes you enjoy the music and laugh..They last song they sang Hamba Lu Lu...arrangered by Mike Brewer himself...it was an arfican song....it's very nice..and the actions are great..they're 8 parts altogether...It makes you confused..haha....but the effect was great...sO is the Novo Concertante Manila Choir....they're better and better day after day....They can sing diffent types of songs.sigh...I wonder when I can have a voice like theirs! More hard work I guess.Also,2nd night got more handsome guys leh...haha....Festival Youth Choir,Victoria JC Choir..hehe.=)Cheers

Festival Of Choirs:1st night concert

The concert was great man!!!!...lol....Victoria JC Choir,Festival Children Choir and the magnificent Novo Concertante Manila Choir....Oh My Goodness....they's juz superb! A capella...so in tune(VJCC also)! The concert lasted for about 2hrs+ by the time I reached home it's already 11:30pm...and still got Chemistry the next day...haiyo!The chairman of the Organising Committee is AES Chorale choir conductor leh...hehe...he conducted the Festival Children Choir...and they were very good too! haha....Since he's the chairman...he has written a message about this concerts with a photograph also lah....my goodness....my friends and I were so shocked to see that picture....guess that was how he looks like 20 yrs ago...lol!!! The other conductors are also slimmer when they are young....now old liao...fat le..wahahaha...but really they're all very good...the choirs are also great. I'll be looking forward to tonight's and tomorrow's concert!haha...btw...VJC Choir and VC got good looking guys...haha..I guess they're the only choirs who have good looking guys..haha....They sing really well.....I'm lost for words..

I've watched Harry Potter!!!

haha....today when to watch Harry Potter Prisoner Of Azkaban...yaay....it was funny and a nice movie to watch....wonder why my friends don't like it....haha....I luv it..hehe...watch le den go walk walk along Ochard.....bought myself a pair of earrings...haha..can't believe that I went to Ochard Road for 2 consecutive days..for so long somemore..haha..came home at about 8:30pm...late..haiz..tired...but fun..hehe..=D have been coming home quite late lah....this few days....go out quite a lot also....jia liat...-.-

I'm Tired...haha..but i've got a new pair of shoe..hehe

Oh....i'm felling tired..haha...slept at 1145 yesterday night and woke up at 0645 this morning...got to reach church early because I must practice the psalms..The experience of singing psalms in front of the congregation was not bad...though my legs were really shaking...lol....oh well....i guest it was successful....perhaps I may do it again soon...haha....practice makes perfect..=D After mass I went to ochard with my friend Merleen...I'm was looking for shoes..haha....so tiring..walk for nearly 4hrs before I decided to by that shoe..haha....pity my friend...lol...sorry arh..haha...lucky you wear sports shoe...my legs are now hurting!..haha...but I got my shoe...hehe...I fussy lah..haha...can't help it....must buy a really suitable shoe know...=D..I'm satisfied!

A lousy day.........

In the morning got Geography...at 8:30am....yet I slept at 2am last night...can't believe it..and now i'm still wide awake typing this post...haha....kk..nevermind..Anyway, after Geography I have Physics for only 1 period which is 45mins,BUT!it was extended until 1210..my goodness...spoil my plans....I've got no time to practice my piano before I go for my lesson,I practically ran home from school...I was DAMN PISSED!...reached home already 1230 liao.....1330 must leave house le..den reach home so late....no time to practice...shower,eat den onli can play 2 songs...wth manz...I thought it ends at 1115 as it is written in timetable.Gosh!...They think that sec 4s very free on Saturdays afternoons arh...HAHA...fat hope...take note..pple like me is an exception...I'm not free on saturday afternoons!..Goodness....so damned tired....At piano lesson today...my teacher told me not to practice too hard...if not my hand may get injured if I don't let it rest...haha...pain know...need so much energy to slam the keys...lol...it's a fast and loud song...so must bring out the style of the song...haha...love it....but need a lot of strength..hehe...I hope tommorow I'll sing the psalms properly....it's my 1st time!!..after so many years..haha....the nerves are getting into me....must pray hard and have confidence in myself!!...yaay....really hope it goes well and..I will not screw up and.do my very best..hehe..no need any supporters....thank you..haha..haiz...later make me more nervous lah....1st time in 6 years..if it goes well next time still got chance de kays..hehe...=p..tt's all fer today...=D

Yet Another day...

well.....same as yesterday.....today's A.math sucks too.....sAd....how am i going to buck up haiyo..tsk tsk......anyway....haven seen him fer quite long le...dunno leh...the more i think abt it the more confuse i am leh....wat's the signal telling me den? Oh well....i really really hope that we will still communicate like good friends..that's the only thing i want...=)..Today..only got chemistry....all other lessons cancelled...so suprosed and happy....because..can go for choir!!!..haha...siao...so suprise to see quite a few new faces though...anywayz...i'm excited about the clinics and concerts next week....It's gonna be a busy and exciting week for me..haha...3 consecutive nights of concerts....imagaine that...haha....anywayz....i'm also excited to watch Harry Potter next monday too..hehe...yaay....also i learnt how to use rubberband to shoot people liao...haha....BEWARE..=p

Sighz......Confused....Fustrated..!!!

What a day.....still dun understand why I can't speak to him like I used to before??...sAd...what the heck happened??!!!...Oh well....anywayz....today's A.maths was a KILLER!!...so many questions to do.....and the things taught are different from the exercises...haiz....why can't my mind to be more flexible?..Little bit twist die laio....haiyo....feel so lousy...nobody help me also....sAd lah....

-*|YaAy.....gOt My OwN pAgE|*-

hehehe .....got my own page le...so happy....abit sua ku horx...sorry lah...haha..i'm a newbie.....muz duo duo zhi jiao....gib me feedback sho i can improve...thanx...=)